What should I do?

It is merely a story ...About the truth that I feel so bad....

Past maybe I conceal everything from you to cover something....

I try to change and arrange my behavior to cover something....

But I realized when I did all those things, Its equals I've lied to you and to myself

I ever afraid, doubt, and confused to tell you the truth...

After I try to tell you about it, you're totally changes...

But why did you have to change...?...

After I brave, and tell you the truth about all of this ...

I know I'm very foolish and do not know the right time to tell you....

I think the honesty will never change you ...
But I'm false, the honesty made everything changed .....

The honesty just can make a pain between our friendship...
The truth just can make our friendship broken...
The true words just can make somebody feel sad...
And the foolish man just can injure, and crush his Friendship

I don't know what I must do after this evolution....
I try to apologize, and return our friendship, and our feelings...
But you never forgive me, you just forgive me in words... But never forgive me from your heart...

I know I'm false...

I hurt your feelings, and If you want to forget me... 

Just forget me, and I promised you... 

I will never disturb your world...
But it's just my last opinion... I still want to return our Friendship back...