"A New World has Come"

Oh my God...!
My dreams, my hope is come true....

I think I just look behind you, still wait and silent..
30 August is the most beautiful day of my life for now....
My confidence is all true... You still my friend now, and I hope forever...

No more words that I can say to you, except "thank you".....
I really proud of you my friend, and I so lucky can get a friend like you....
You know I'm false, you know I can't be a very good friend...
But you still give your forgiveness to me...




That's all I need for now... Just one word from you...
The world is return to it's originally....
The dark is gone and the lights come true...

30.8.12 It's a most beautiful day now...

A New world has come for tightly our friendship.

Part of My Mind

I'll not change my mind about you...
I'll not change my feeling about you...
I'll not forget you...

but

I'll not disturb you again..

I'll not hurt you again..
I'll not expect anymore from you

Should it end now? I think it's too short time to end our story...
I just only think about your world, your mind, and your heart ...

Shall my words disturb your world? I think "sorry" is not a best word to get your forgiveness...
I don't know how to get it.... I can't expect you to forgive me, although I've tried hard to get it...

I don't know, what should I do for now? Why you always on my mind...?
Every seconds, every minutes, I try to be focus a while for my own world...
but I can't do that I can't stop to think about you....

Maybe it's too excessive... but I don't know why I can transform like this...
Let you to remain a part of my mind... although you do not think of me as a friend anymore....

What should I do?

It is merely a story ...About the truth that I feel so bad....

Past maybe I conceal everything from you to cover something....

I try to change and arrange my behavior to cover something....

But I realized when I did all those things, Its equals I've lied to you and to myself

I ever afraid, doubt, and confused to tell you the truth...

After I try to tell you about it, you're totally changes...

But why did you have to change...?...

After I brave, and tell you the truth about all of this ...

I know I'm very foolish and do not know the right time to tell you....

I think the honesty will never change you ...
But I'm false, the honesty made everything changed .....

The honesty just can make a pain between our friendship...
The truth just can make our friendship broken...
The true words just can make somebody feel sad...
And the foolish man just can injure, and crush his Friendship

I don't know what I must do after this evolution....
I try to apologize, and return our friendship, and our feelings...
But you never forgive me, you just forgive me in words... But never forgive me from your heart...

I know I'm false...

I hurt your feelings, and If you want to forget me... 

Just forget me, and I promised you... 

I will never disturb your world...
But it's just my last opinion... I still want to return our Friendship back... 

Be Better

I've found my mistake, I can change my mind about my mistakes. I always make that mistakes as a logical problem, but in fact my mistake isn't belong to logical problem. It's about their feeling about my mistakes.


My friend is easy to forgive me but, really difficult to forget my mistakes. I still nervous when meet them, and I don't know how to return our friendship. In my mind I only think about their feeling to me, but never think about myself mind. My mind is totally changed, my life is totally changed, and my friendship is totally changed  too.



I still believe, they are the Best Friend I ever meet, but the big false is from myself and my mind. I will try to make it Better, make my friendship better and make myself better.

But...
Why now every mistakes is hard to forgive...? What I must do to get our friendship back ?


I hope this condition will "be better" as soon as possible...

Time Machine

Machine time an instrument that can regulate the time, might there be?

If there is Time Machine here, maybe my Friendship would not be like this.... I can delete the words I've said, I can remove all mistakes I've made, and keep our friendship. But It just in my dream...

I think it was a long time the problem occurred, but in fact no more than 1 month the problem occurred.
The Time may be running too fast in my mind.

All of it has happened and can not be repeated for the second time. All the beauty that has happened will be difficult to repeat a second time.

Time Machine

All that has happened it can not be repeated, words, thoughts, deeds, mistakes. If you can surely there will be no problems that will arise, all the people who make mistakes can repeat the incident and fix past mistakes. But is it possible all that happened?

All thought to repeat and correct his mistakes can solve all problems. Time Machine, may only exist in the human dream. But if another meaning of "time machine" is our own minds, we try to fix everything that has happened.

Same time machine, the mind tries to solve any problems that have occurred. But no matter how hard we think, still there is a shortage. The situation can not be right again, as we think if you use a time machine.

I was try to restore all that is done the same again, but unlikely to happen. Perhaps only time machine that can restore it all, but I still belief some can be repeated for the second time.

Keep belief and hope.... Only that I can do for you... Thanks My Friends..

"My Broken Friendship"

Friendship is not something timeless. Because it is not timeless, The Friendship is very meaningful. 

Friendships may come and go like the wind that blows. When it came all so beautiful, as when the wind blows the world feel so cool. But when the friendship left the world, It's like a lonely grave without anyone in it. Similar to the wind when it went all hot and uncomfortable.

 Unfortunately at this time, the beauty of friendship that I ever got, left me alone because my mistake, that I think so foolish.

Forever Friends??

 Just a word I said sorry to be, unable to return the beauty of the friendship that once felt.
Friendship is already gone from my life. I even think to fix or ignore this friendship.

Problems may arise indeed in all relationships, including friendships.
But could the problem might be done by itself?
I think it very difficult to answer ... Many people say the problems should be resolved as quickly as possible. But is it easy to solve the problem?
 Maybe just thinking to solve problems can not return the beauty of friendship. But at least with the completion of these problems can make my friends we do not harbor resentment, or hatred against us.

Friendship may have been lost in her mind, but it will not be lost in my heart and my memory. The beauty of friendship is not just having fun or light-heart, but also be a motivation for us, especially in difficult circumstances.
In difficult times we will feel that friendship reminds us that we are not alone, not only the family but there is a "Friends".

 I should be able to survive alone, and ready if  this friendship go Although my friend isn't care, regard, and won't to be my friend again, and hope the friendship be returned if the miracle is come around us.

 Take care of your friendship... Hope you never do, that I've do and made a good friendship...